Being A daughter and Having a Daughter

Happy New year All.Been long since i blogged, but I know blogging makes me real happy.
Been long since I updated a sequel to my first post. Here it is, New year and New findings.
I have always wanted a girl right from the day I knew I was pregnant, but to my surprise my mind changed in the last few months.
I am not going to bluff that I was okie with anything. Preferences are human instincts you just cant avoid it. My mind kept racing between a girl and a boy. Though I knew its going to be a girl I still kept thinking it could be anything and finally it was girl. She is adorable, as any mother would describe her daughter. At times I doubt on my love that I give her. I dont know if any one had this feeling, someday you have to bid a bye so probably dont get attached too much. I know the first answer to this question would be why worry about someday. And the wound will heal on its own. But this feeling of separation gets stronger into your head when its a girl. Neverthless no one would want to see her adorable princess pack off. Time will answer.

Sometimes I just see myself in her. I dont know everyone has a different perspective on how she looks, how she does things and they compare to the person they think fits the bill right. But I dont know wh I see a lot of myself in her. Probably girls are more like dad, I might be an example too. But off late I have a feeling I have inherited lots of my mother's traits . How can someone not recognize that we have very similar voice. Whenever I see her do something I just feel, 'Oh My Gosh!wouldnt I have done the same thing when I was young.She is sooo much me' . Probably her dad also has the same feeling. But I think what connects me more is that little extra zing that she brings along being a girl.
Every child is different by and of their own ways. And every mother is different by herself. No two mothers can be the same probably they can be similar. Sometimes that makes me feel more of a mother. More than the responsibility, its the feeling that you know it that makes you do things for. I have never had this feeling that I know something in this world , but somehow when I see it is for my daughter I just can't see the world I feel I can give her right things until she gets her wings to fly. I know this might be brutal statement, though I love learning everyones experience in bringing up their kids. I think experience is unique and it is your own. Tomorrow when my little sunshine brings up her kid I would probably sit up and watch how different she is from me. And how beautiful that differences could be. So this is for my mother and all the mothers out their who might have a daughter or a son, I just LOVE the way each one loves and teaches their kid. Because it is completely your own diary you should create and sketch it with your dreams otherwise it will never carry your signature.